The time has finally come...the moment I feel like I have been waiting for is finally upon me....and what do I do?......procrastinate......
It doesnt matter if I am trying to pack or trying to get myself ready in the morning...
I am simply overwhelmed with the fact that I am about to begin the biggest adventure I might ever imbark on in my life.....
I am so excited....nervous....curious and sometimes even alloof about what my life is going to be like in two short days...
These past few days have been tough because of the realization that I am leaving everything and everyone behind..... I have never been good at saying goodbye and this proves to be an especially hard one because many of the people I am saying goodbye to may not be here when I come back....which is a very hard reality to have to dseal with in such a short amount of time.
I have said goodbye to my best friend my boyfirend and pretty much anyother friend for what could be just months or possibly years. It is a very overwhelming reality especially if you have no idea what your life could be like in the next few months.
I am overwhelmed with excitment about what my life could be....and there is an incredible sense of freedom in that...and also a little bit of fear. Yet I know that it is when you put yourself in situations that are completly out of what you are used to that God can truly work and restructure your life around his will...and it is because of this that I am so incredibly excited to see what God has planned :)
So I will end with an incradible verse that a dear friend gave to me as an encouraging word before I left......
"He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might, he increases strength."
- Isaiah 40:29
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